insomnia.

it gets the best of me.

7 day countdown

thats just what it is. 

the past week has been pretty good. finish my first trimester at AC. and did well. made many acquaintances which will make great co-workers down the road. saw jarren and george. went to my second home about three times this past week :] its always good to go there. started to plan and getting psyched up for next trimester. geez. ill be super busy and thats fine with me. ill make it thru with the great crew that we have formed. 

taking lifes challenges as they come to you is something that we must conquer. 

passion party

so its been FOREVER since ive been on this ishh.

haha i think its always like that every time i start to post a blog.. i always lagg on this ishh.. not like many read up on my life anyways.. haha its more for my liking i assume.

anyways.. life hasn't really brought MUCH change for me.. i spend a lot more time at home.. it just seems pleasant to be here i guess.. hm.. but today i had a passion party to go to. haha that was fun! it was good to see all the females. haha good times.. damn emma! :] haha it was just a fun thing. i collected the most penis' hahaah! and i didnt even collect them from playing games or catching people on the names they used. ughhh son! im pro. haha "jackie won she's a slut" thanks nicole! haha jerk. hm.. then i had to speed to groove. i got there just in time to finish warm ups. muhaha. thennnnn.. after groove.. which was a good turn out.. i went to s.coast to have dinner with the cousins and themm... then we just chilled. i guess the family is sometimes just the better route. but for some reason i still get ishh. oh well tho. ONE day it shall change. okayy well i just got home.. ready to lay down and uhhh.. hahah :] good night blogger world :]

T.G.I.Friday!

REALLY THO!! 

gahh finally a day without the kids! i love them.. really i do.. and they're not really bad or misbehaving.. but its just so exhausting being with them all day. mad respect to all the full time parents yo! after i dropped the children at school.. i came back home to sleep! haha woke up got ready then just chilled in the quiet of the house. time flew by fast and i had to pick up the kids again. dropped them off at my cousin's house and ran some errands! thanks jenny for taking the kids for the night! :]

after i finished my personal tasks.. i was going to go to the park to visit friends.. and say happy birthday.. but it was cold and they were already leaving.. so back home i went to watch degrassi! :] haha then papa hit me up. it was nice to hear from him. just to have him check in and say hi.. really put a smile on my face. hm.. then off to hiza's house i went. 

there were some fun times there. ahaha her&kayla hella lurk on folks' myspaces.. but idgaf. hah hm.. we decided to go to FRIDAY'S at sun coast.. oh man.. thats the best idea ever. we had the best time. the three of us were hella loud.. drinking.. conversing with our server brian.. we got a free white chocolate cheesecake served to us by foster but from a cook named alex! haha thanks alex! he was too shy to serve me my onion rings.. then decided to just send us some cheesecake with ONE spoon! ;] hm.. made fun of a young lookin' server named colt. then apologized and had him chill with us. made conversation with tiffany.. to make sure she wasn't upset. andre came over to our table too. and then richie came to our table with his fake ass arm injury and made sure that we weren't being harrassed. and then julian (kitchen staff) came over to get a lighter? haha we made laughs about him after he left. met a few cool people.. best person has got to be RICHIE! hahah he took off a very good amount from our check. THANKS!! fun fun time. but now im home.. still peace because the kids are sleeping at jenny's but they'll be back in the morning. for now.. GOOD NIGHT!

love life. love the world. love my people.

back from the bay and playing mom

so i had a good trip to the bay with the party of five! :] love them. overall it was a great trip. saw my friends.. chilled.. met best friend's family.. did damage.. played tourist.. all the fun junkk. then stayed at sisters house in vegas.. then off to playing mom. 

the family on the south all know the situation.. i now have three kids.. one dog.. one super busy teenager.. and a house to take care of. i never knew just how motherly i could be but i see now.. im ready. its a super big change.. especially overnight. but hey.. im doing it! 

so many things going on i dont really have time to expand on anything. just wanted to let the world know im alive and doing shit. time to head to bed. its crazy. i never use to sleep early.. but now i do! have to take the kids to school tomorrow morning and then some other crazy errands to run before we do a family day. love love love. bye!