old age & toilets

so first i gotta start with the fact that i've been 21 for about... 7 months now?? goodness.. i havent felt so old until just this past week. ever since last thursday i've been going out EVERYDAY! i'm honestly exhausted. its to tiring.. damn my friends and their birthdays.. haha jokes.. it's all good. its fun to see them all.. and finally have one big bash outing before i start school next monday. who goes out and gambles.. goes to the bars.. tries to play bingo all before 7PM!!! gahh. haha oh daffodil.. that girl.. makes me laugh hard times.. but its always fun :]

on another note!!!

idk who reads this.. but my damn iphone fell into the toilet tonight at *GROOVE. :[ whackk shit. that damn thing is like my life.. now i am phoneless.. well kinda.. i have an old razor phone that my mom use to have.. thats my current form of communication. gahhh.. its nothing like my iphone tho!! gahhh!! makes me sad.. whatever tho.. what can i do?? you want to buy me a new iphone?! PLEASE?! or atleast add to a fund for me to get a new one? :] i mean.. christmas is coming up soon and all!! :] muhaha well now i have no numbers or anything.. so maybe just text me with your name so i can add it to my phone book :] gahh.. so sadd.. and now im feelin' ill. idk if its allergies or forreal sickness. wtf! im tired.. first night not going out! damn. well.. tomorrow is a new day. hah im out for now. 

club. concert. coma.

let's catch up on my past week/weekend. 

hmm.. wednesday i went to the boys' basketball game. they should already know to expect me there :] hah. i love them boys. im always there that the Y staff seem to know who i am already. all good tho. thursday afternoon wasn't much. i chilled at home all day. then went to daffi's house so we could go to palazzo and get ready for miss daffodil gamayon to FINALLY hit the clubs! so we got ready and headed to tryst. all i gotta say about thursday night at the club is CRAZY MAD FUN. haha if you weren't there then DAMN you missed out! sorry. friday i met up daff and her family for family din din :] fun times. then we headed back to palazzo for a quick gambling lesson and then time to get ready again! we went to lavo which was pretty WHACK! sorry.. its not crackin.  so we stayed for like maybe two hours then back to the room. chilled drank up. hella heads. daffi's brother and his friends made HELLA mess!! then futchin' dipped out. being the anal person i am.. the mom side came out and i started to CLEAN! i did well too! haha kim was shocked. i took a quick nap {because i slept at 7am and woke up at like 10?!} then it was wakey time. so saturday morning we packed our stuff then ate at mainland and goodness it was YUMMY! then i went home chilled with mom and brother for a while then got ready and headed to HOM! goodness.. its been a while since i've been there to tell you the truth.. and boy do i miss it. picked up emi and we went to sonic to grab some food. num yummy. after a quick bite we drove across the street to palms and watched the JASON MRAZ concert!!! yessss! it was great. opening act was lisa.... i forgot her last name but she's from ireland. dublin i think?? idk.. her cd is coming out soon hopefully.. her song "i dont know" is GREAT!!! then jason himself.. gahhhhh just much much fun. glad i could experience it with EmiChan. afterwards i took emi home and then i drove to jem's for daffi's surprise party. which i was late to.. SORRY!! but i just wanted to say hi and show face! :] now im home and exhausted.. ready to sleep for days.. but i cant because i have things to do tomorrow. 

hopefully i can fall asleep soon.. i can never seem to sleep when i get home :/

weekEND

so.. this weekend has been.. uh.. fun? hah friday went to tao. JDJDL was there :] then saw a few people from high school. thats always fun. i miss them. hmm.. after leaving the club there was a drunk girl who was trying to get into my car.. then there was a drunk driver on the freeway (and it wasn't me!) then i went to joe&dayna's and ate mcdonalds then chilled til freakin 5 in the morning! haha love them!

saturday i chilled at home and relaxed until i had to go to the studio for the SGBM workshop. fun stuff. afterwards we chilled in the parking lot like usual and decided where to go. so daffi and i changed clothes at her house.. hahah gahhhh so many laughs in that short period of time. then we went to shuseki?? haha or if you're jay its SHOE SUCKY! haha :] good stuff. we all got ripped off together!! all because of those damn chopsticks yo! so we went outside and chilled AGAIN!! haha let KJ get more room in his tummy for that cream slush from SONIC! haha then off to lexi's place. we played cranium.. daffi erika and i demolished. well atleast in the green category since thats the only color that wanted to show up when we rolled hahah we never finished the game because well.. we started talking about jenny's dog, cali. :(  it makes me sad and upset. 

sunday joe&dayna picked me up and we went to the football game! :] yey we won. saw kanai but no ka'iulani :[ no babygirl!! oh well it was wayy too cold anyway. hm.. after the game i got dropped off at home and then met up Lo at townsquare to watch ROLE MODELS haha it was funny "guess what i did last night" oh man.. fun stuff then we went to raising canes like old times. its good stuff. one year son! then i headed back home and then went to jing's house and played cranium and uno!! haha i win!! :] finally i went back home and talked on the phone as i sat on the roof then SLEPT :]

monday i stayed home.. chilled and then finally i got a call that i didnt expect. i saw a face pop up on my phone that brought a smile to my face!! STEVEN JAY DE JESUS!! :] thanks bf!! i love you!! time to eat dinner with the family. byee!

IRK me off

so im sitting at home laying in bed and waiting. waiting until i have to get ready to go to TAO with some friends. i may be ranting and upset but hey.. if the person im writing about has the "time" to read this then ill speak to them about it. its not that big of a deal or else i would trouble them with this piece of mind but if they really care then ill talk to them.

so.. i invited a few people to come out to TAO tonight.. just to go because its free.. my friends birthday.. a friend of mine said that they would be joining us out. so i added them on the list to get in. earlier today the contacted me and said that they wouldn't be coming out tonight because someone else was in town. the person in town isnt the BEST person that they should be hanging out with.. just because i know how they will end up feeling by the end of the night. anyway.. i talked to my friend and by the end of the conversation they decided that they would still be coming out with me tonight. before i hung up the phone i asked "let me know if you're really coming out because i already put you on the list. if you're not coming out then just let me know." they confirmed again that they would be coming. time passed by and they hit me up again saying how they didnt have their ID. okay.. well let's go get it. idk.. i just then asked for confirmation on weather or not my friend would be coming out and again they confirmed. 

i went home and relaxed. actually took a nap and just chilled. then i tried to get a hold of my friend and they just did not answer.. idk why.. whatever.. i already assumed what the outcome was going to be. finally they called me and the news was that they would not be joining me because they were going to spend time with a sibling. instead of starting an argument because i already feel as if that was a lie to me. i just stopped the conversation.. said good bye and hung up the phone. i was very irritated and well.. thats why i just decided to blog about it. 

GAHH!! wtf! okay. im done. bye.