5.18.2009

hmph..

i miss you. 

the talks. smiles. laughs. hugs. smokes. arguments. 

i wouldn't change anything that happened. 
i just wish those times would reoccur.
place those smiles amongst my face.
wrap your arms around me.
just lay, chill, talk.
come here please.

on another side..
i am believing something may be true that i surely wish is not the case. it was when i realized this that i started to miss you more and more. you were always a person that i would run to with such news, and then you would just comfort me in some way. then make me laugh with jokes. idk.. just randomness. lets go on walks late night.. find babies.. and random old guys named kelly. find a husband in chicago.. then a baby in the bay.. and settle in vegas. wow. imy.