crazy time.

so.. for the past 5 months i've been attending apollo college. its a fast pace private nursing college. first semester was chill. i only had one class so it was easy to float through. this semester i have anatomy and physiology 1 & 2 and microbiology! gahh.. how crazy!! three pretty difficult science classes in a four month time period. scary. but thankfully i have a very good teacher. Dr. C. is really chill.. always takes time out to help us if we need it.. lookin' out for our best interest. now.. i have a "QUIZ" every week. once every other monday for a&p and once every other thursday for micro (they alternate weeks which makes it once a week). its cool tho.. i dont think i've every actually tried so hard in school until now.. and the part that makes me happy is that i'm actually doing pretty well. i have a B+ average in both classes.. its not the best.. but it's pretty good. 

this weekend is going to be a crazy one. tomorrow (wednesday) i have to run a few errands, meet up with some class mates for group study because i have a quiz on thursday. after studying i have to pick up my aunt & uncle from texas at the airport. thursday i have to wake up early and go to school at 6 am. class is at 8 and lasts until 4. after that i have a few more errands to run and then have to go to dinner with a whole lot of family. i have another set of aunt&uncle staying with me at my house, then after dinner i have to do a bit more studying for my a&p test on monday. then friday is a few more errands and then study time. saturday i have to go to my niece's and nephew's first communion and then have lunch, then study again! gahhh.. then i MIGHT have to go to *GROOVE.. but i dont even know if we're having class.. if not.. then its all good! :] sunday i have to go to meet up with study group again, and then monday i have class at 1 pm but i have to go early to finish studying with my class mates at like 8 am. grr.. i hope i do well.. these chapters are hard!!

on another note.. my lakers pulled through again. yesssss. i know they'll make it to the finals :] can't wait. hmmm.. alright its late/early. freaking 4:19 am! so much to do.. gotta sleep.. or try to. good night bloggers. 

four twenty

i celebrate this day..

NOT to chief with others..

or grub on sweets that contain SPECIAL items..

but to wish my brother..

a HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

sleepless in vegas.

yea.. so.. last night i came home and blogged about my night out with the females.. well i finished that blog and then realized that i was not super tired and figured that i should continue studying for my test this morning (thursday morning) so thats what i did. i studied and read.. and skimmed.. and well remembered all i could.. then i turned and looked and shoot! the sun was up! haha so i got ready for school.. and off to school i went! no sleep or anything!

i got to school and wasn't feeling all that bad. thank goodness for my B12 vitamins! they give me energy. haha maybe sometimes too much? hmmm.. idk. well start of class i was scurrying to get some last minute hints in my head for the test.. and well.. Dr. C surprised us with a great game of jeopardy! :] yepp that was a review game. fun fun. my team won.. so that was 2 extra points added on to our tests! yey! the quiz wasn't all THAT hard.. the jeopardy sure did help. thank goodness for taking notes during games! my first microbiology quiz.. and i got an A! hard work does pay off after all. lucky for me tho.. it was only over two chapters. this monday i have a test on 4 chapters for A&P. hope i do just as good.. if not BETTER on that one :]

so after the quiz.. we continued on with more lecture notes.. then at 11am.. off to lunch! yey for group lunches.. they're fun. great laughs. then we went to Luxor to meet up with the rest of our class and our teacher to go to the BODIES exhibit. man.. that was so much fun. got to see so many cool things.. learned a lot of new facts.. it was just cool! haha plus... how can you complain with a class field trip? i think the last time we went on a field trip was like.. middle school? MAYBE freshman year?? idk.. but this was fun. hm.. then after we finished at the exhibit we were free to go home. yes!! out of school early! so i went to the boys house. chilled. had a crazy scare.. then after a bit i went to rescue AARON PAUL RAMIREZ from being stuck at the car rental place? haha then off to boobies we went. checked in.. had many many laughs there. dengg i missed him. always good laughs. then gj met us up at the hotel. the off to fashion show mall. we met up with the hifi ladies and ate dinner at CPK. afterwards.. i drove back to the airport to pick up shannon!!! :] fun fun. then to tropicana to get gj's car then off to studio 702! good job ladies. its crazy to see how some of them have grown so much! :] after the studio i just came home.. i mean.. we ended there at like what.. 11:40ish?? and i hadn't slept since uhh... tuesday night?! gahh. well im home now.. and kinda in and out of the sleepy phase. i know i SHOULD sleep.. but idk if i CAN. its weird but all right. its like 1:21AM and i haven't had a wink of sleep in 43 hours?? i just wanted to share that with you all. hah.

tomorrow is PULSE dance competition and then idk whats good. saturday is *GROOVE with AARON RAMIREZ from PHOENIX DANCE COMPANY.  come out and support. then sunday is my study session day! :] night loves!

oh.. and btw.. papa.. you're right. 

comp everything.

so for the past two weeks i've been doing nothing but studying!

its okay tho.. i know it will all pay off. it seems like every free moment i have.. i find myself with my nose stuck in my anatomy book or my microbiology book.. or writing notes. i dont think i've ever studied this much! haha. well emi text me today and asked if i'd like to join her for a dinner at Lavo. since i did some studying today i decided i deserved a nice break.. and on the plus side.. i haven't had a chance to see emi in a while so i figured it would be great. so right after my study session with marc i rushed home.. changed clothes.. then hurried off to venitian. had a COMP dinner at Lavo. mmmm.. so yummy! it was just the four females! :] karen, emi, donna & me. what a great mix. oh how i love the roomies. yepp we'll be that always and forever. after our delicious dinner we walked outside the restaurant and Waldo said that he has a comp table reserved for us upstairs in the club. YEY! great damn time. vanessa and her "sister-in-law" joined us and it was just great fun. 

well.. this night was a well deserved break.. and it felt nice to see their faces.. best part was that everything was FREE. ughhh now how could you complain?! haha but i just got home not too long ago.. i have class at 8am.. and i want to do some last minute review for a quiz tomorrow. mmmkay.. goodnight blog world. :]

drama.

within the family?! NOT crackin. 

its tampered with my heart these past few days..

but its okay i know we can make it through. 

my immediate family is STRONG.

and will help the extended family get through it.

your silence..

.. is SCREAMING loud.

my dear friend.. i just wanted to let it be known that i am here to listen to you. i understand you are going through a difficult situation. you try so hard to put on a front as if you are living life without any problems. i am aware that you try and act like nothing is wrong so that we do not have a depressed feeling as we are all gathered together. but the fact that you sit there in silence.. we know the REAL you.. we know how you act.. we know something is wrong. just know we care and that when you are ready to vent we are all going to be here waiting.. with ears ready to listen.. and shoulders ready to be cried on. we love you. no matter the situation we think nothing negative about you and will always be on your side. 

you know who you are.. so no name is necessary to be written out. :]

thank you!

so celebrating the deuce deuce was good times. 

first it was friday night and it started with the house warming and that led into my surprise birthday. haha it was good. i love them folks! thanks for those who came. hmmmm.. then later that night we ran into a mishap.. but well we'll work that out.

saturday morning i woke up to mom and dad singing happy birthday and we had a nice breakfast :] i spent the afternoon with mom and then headed to church. after church i headed down to the boys house. finished getting ready and when we were finished we headed to excalibur. met everyone at dicks then enjoyed dinner. it wasnt that bad of an experience.. great company.. funny ass things going on.. i was betrayed by the WHOLE table and had a lap dance by some man with a tattoo that says "TACO" on his belly. hahah after dinner we headed to jet and ran into a snag.. all good tho.. revolution was the place that was next on our list and THANK GOODNESS that we went there!! it was a good time.. great music.. great people.. idk.. haah i was DRUNK! drink after drink.. somehow they appeared and then when the drink was gone.. a NEW drink appeared in its place. hahah. fun fun. so many memories.. or well.. lack of them.. but thank goodness for pictures. hah 

well i start a new semester tomorrow... or in a few hours.. so i guess its time to sleep. goodnight world.

OH! and thank you all for the phone calls.. comments.. texts.. and company on my birthday!