birthday.

today was CHILLL. haha well since its after midnight i guess you'd say yesterday?? idkk..

anyways.. tuesday night.. i drove down to karen's house.. swoop'd up BEST on the way :] and just chilled.. karen and i dipped out.. ran a few errands.. then just talked. its always good to vent ishh out. hm.. then went back to the house and more and more people came over. then the festivities began. midnight hit and out came the cake.. damn ant tho.. tried to hide.. made me laugh.. i accidentally blew out some candles.. ahah my bad! then yeaa.. drank drank drank.. games.. chill.. talk.. drink.. fun fun. its always a good time tho. then i went home. woke up today.. ran some errands. had to finish buying some junk for the bay! gahh i still have to finalize my packing.. i honestly dont know what to bring.. but oh well. um.. got ready and went to dinner for ant's birthday! suppose to be like.. only 15 or 20 of us.. ended up being around 30 or more?? effin friends! haha jokes. ant got spanked.. then had to go on stage and we sang to him.. then he played some random instrument?? haha it was super funny. i have it on video.. just too lazy to post it. but i will eventually. i dont even know how to say the name of the place we went to.. haufbraus house?? shii idk.. but its on paradise and harmon.. hahah it was fun.. i guess we're going back sometime soon.. BEST got super faded. good times. 

now im home.. didnt go out with them because i have so much to do.. i have to wake up for school in about 4 hours.. i still haven't done my paper! boo!! wtf.. i guess i should start. okayy. here i go! :]

tomorrow i go to school.. go home.. get my stuff and then pick up ant for the airport! :] SF here we come! i love my fams. 

untitled.

seems like forever since i last blogged. 

so life's been.. good. hah ive been thinking that for a while now. glad to think that my outlook has changed. life does send me ups and many downs.. but its on me to turn those downs into learning experiences and to not go back that way. ive learned to take the negatives in life and look at the good things that can come out of it. there is always a worst predicament that you could be in. when you reach a hard struggle in life.. just know that.. THIS TOO SHALL PASS. 

anyway.. chivalry is not dead. its still around and going good. today i had lunch with a good friend of mine. he picked the place.. ordered.. everything. hah it was a great time. but then again.. everytime im just hanging out with him.. its always a good time. he puts smiles on my face. we fly southwest son!! haha but really.. best friend is one of the bests. another note. im so excited! i miss my love in the bay. its been almost two years yo!! haha. ill see you in less than a week love!!

i dont know why.. i just feel like blurting junkk out to randoms..

jing // you make me laugh. that small exert that i showed you.. hah gahh damn. i dont care if you were half asleep at work or not.. shii i dont care if you were high, rollin or whatever! im glad you found a place where you can spit it out. its all right.. i know one day you'll grow those balls and be able to spit it to that person's face. and when you do.. ill be here for you. there's finally someone who is on the same boat as me when it comes to that person.. but here's some advice.. dont let that shit get to you. blow it off. there is no reason to stress out about bs from people. oh yeaa.. and that one thing you did.. "i tried to put it nicely.. but it just came out like that" hahah girl no need to lie to me.. i know what you meant and i know how you said it and personally i find it funny. but at least you expressed yourself. dont you feel better??

papa // i miss your face. you say you miss mine. you make me smile. i hope you can work things out so that you can hang out while we're all there. it would be fun to just be. and remember what i said.. they're looking for a place.. i think by april.. so if you're still interested.. hah let me know.

southwest // you jerk. lets go to LD's and see TOKYO haha. gahh thats so gross. i cant believe it.. yet at the same time i can. haha stroller valet? yessir! thanks for the good times. all the good deeds. hah. always setting yourself up for those comments yo. im just happy when i catch them! and you totally know when they're coming.

im tired! time to sleep. i haven't sleep since.. 11am.. wednesday! gahh. wtf! i need cranberry juice. i know there was something i was going to add but i effin' blanked. cant wait to get away. yepp 2.5 weeks away from home! i know it'll be the best. 

babysitting tomorrow. yess'm. :]

spontaneity

i lagg the most on this bLog.. idk just so many things have been going on in life.. and i dont  really have time to type about it. i hardly go on myspace.. i hardly bLog.. i mean.. i go on and read others bLogs a lot.. its just that once im finished im pretty much done with my computer haha. 

anyways..

yesterday was a good day :] woke up at 6am.. got ready for school then dipped! hah i went to school and then grabbed some lunch for me & ant then met up at the miranda house. chill session. i actually made a resume! hah too bad it wasn't for myself! all good tho. some of the other boys came over and chilled with us.. then we went to the park and played basket ball. haha good times. dengg gj.. always getting hurt, and the same arm too! wtfutch. hah and we saw this little girl swinging for HOURS! she was scary. anywho.. finally went back to hom and stephanie was home!! yey! she started to talk about going to the neyo concert. she really wanted to go.. so we did a little hustlin'.. and then ended up getting to go! neyo concert was good.. too bad no MUSIQ :[ but overall it was just a great day. hella people went to the concert. funny how we all ended up there. its always a lovely day when im with y'all thanks much! :]