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seems like forever since i last blogged. 

so life's been.. good. hah ive been thinking that for a while now. glad to think that my outlook has changed. life does send me ups and many downs.. but its on me to turn those downs into learning experiences and to not go back that way. ive learned to take the negatives in life and look at the good things that can come out of it. there is always a worst predicament that you could be in. when you reach a hard struggle in life.. just know that.. THIS TOO SHALL PASS. 

anyway.. chivalry is not dead. its still around and going good. today i had lunch with a good friend of mine. he picked the place.. ordered.. everything. hah it was a great time. but then again.. everytime im just hanging out with him.. its always a good time. he puts smiles on my face. we fly southwest son!! haha but really.. best friend is one of the bests. another note. im so excited! i miss my love in the bay. its been almost two years yo!! haha. ill see you in less than a week love!!

i dont know why.. i just feel like blurting junkk out to randoms..

jing // you make me laugh. that small exert that i showed you.. hah gahh damn. i dont care if you were half asleep at work or not.. shii i dont care if you were high, rollin or whatever! im glad you found a place where you can spit it out. its all right.. i know one day you'll grow those balls and be able to spit it to that person's face. and when you do.. ill be here for you. there's finally someone who is on the same boat as me when it comes to that person.. but here's some advice.. dont let that shit get to you. blow it off. there is no reason to stress out about bs from people. oh yeaa.. and that one thing you did.. "i tried to put it nicely.. but it just came out like that" hahah girl no need to lie to me.. i know what you meant and i know how you said it and personally i find it funny. but at least you expressed yourself. dont you feel better??

papa // i miss your face. you say you miss mine. you make me smile. i hope you can work things out so that you can hang out while we're all there. it would be fun to just be. and remember what i said.. they're looking for a place.. i think by april.. so if you're still interested.. hah let me know.

southwest // you jerk. lets go to LD's and see TOKYO haha. gahh thats so gross. i cant believe it.. yet at the same time i can. haha stroller valet? yessir! thanks for the good times. all the good deeds. hah. always setting yourself up for those comments yo. im just happy when i catch them! and you totally know when they're coming.

im tired! time to sleep. i haven't sleep since.. 11am.. wednesday! gahh. wtf! i need cranberry juice. i know there was something i was going to add but i effin' blanked. cant wait to get away. yepp 2.5 weeks away from home! i know it'll be the best. 

babysitting tomorrow. yess'm. :]